Monday, February 22, 2010

You Remember The Important Stuff

I love that you remember the important stuff like my Valentine's cookie. It may seem silly to everyone else, but that makes soooooo happy. To me, it's a symbol that someone loves me unconditionally. No matter how bad I was all year long, my mom would always make me a cookie for Valentine's. Now, it's YOU! You remember all the other good stuff that makes me happy too. Like what kind of chips I like, and other important things of that nature :)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's !

I love that you are my Valentine! I remember the first heartbreak experience I ever had was when I was in 2nd grade. My teacher, Miss Saltern, was a fox! I was so in love with her. She drew MY name out of the jar to be her "date" for the Valentine lunch they had at my school. It turned out I was sick that day and had to watch her go with the Asian kid instead of me(I could see them from my house across the street). I hated Valentine's for years after that! Now, I don't ever have to worry about who my date will be. I have YOU forever. That's a great feeling and I love you for it!

Monday, February 1, 2010

Miss You

I LOVE how much I miss you...wait, I HATE, no...LOVE. I don't know. I just miss you! I love that not being with you all the time can make paradise pointless. I love that not having you by my side makes every accomplishment seem menial. I love that not having you with at night makes it hard to sleep. I hate not hearing your voice. I miss your smell. Particularly your hair when I'm hugging you. I REALLY miss you laying on me on the couch while we watch a movie and I stroke your hair with my non-munching hand. I love that I don't want to watch movies without you. I love that I don't want to eat out, or go to the beach, or spend money on ANYTHING if you're not with me to experience it. I didn't realize how much I NEED you to be happy till now, having to face a long time without you. This is so hard, because I love you so much.